I just feel like getting everything that I am thinking about out of me. I have so many people that I love and trust to talk to, but some things I feel pathetic talking to people about. You know?
During this first week of school, I've just haven't felt beautiful. Not at all. Maybe it's because I don't have my blonde hair, I feel pretty with my blonde hair. it's just sad, I feel like. That I just don't feel beautiful. I miss having that one special guy who makes me feel so beautiful, and it's so sad that I am depending on guys for that. I should feel beautiful and confident without them and on my own. Yeah, my feminist side and my romantic side fight a lot.. I need to work on feeling beautiful and special without a guy, it's just hard sometimes when you just feel so alone; even though I have so many amazing people surrounding me.
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Jacy Spencer. I love you. Your hair is beautiful just the way it is. I love that color on you! You always look great with your AHmazing sense of style and your cute personality. It'll take time to find the right guy, yeah, but when you do, it'll all be worth it in the end. This year is going to be our year, remember?!?!
--Angie
PS: You. Are. Smoking. Hot. Know that. Own that. Especially the updo ;)
Hey! I don't think you are ugly! I am sorry that you are feeling this way. It's tough to feel beautiful in a culture where we are expected to be physically perfect. Just go out there and show the world your woman-sassy confident personality that you usually show. Just read your scriptures and pray and ask God to help you feel better about yourself. Just take it day by day kid.
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