Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Missing You and Them:

I miss a lot of people right now and I miss a lot of things. I miss my roommates, who are some of my best friends. I miss hanging out with them everyday, and just talking and laughing about everything and anything. I miss staying up all night laughing at the silliest things with my roommate, Angie. I miss my best friend, Jen. I miss going shopping with her, and having sleep overs at her house, talking about everything. I miss her presence in my life, she's my best friend. I miss my best friend, Sarah. She is getting married in August and I'm worried things may change a bit. She is my longest friend. I miss my Ex. Actually, I miss two of them. I miss Travis, Elder Howden. Even though he made me so mad sometimes, he was still one of my best friends down at Snow. I miss talking to him, and arguing about rugby. (Highland is so much better than United..) I miss Oliver. I miss how we knew everything about each other. I didn't have to tell him what I was thinking, he already knew. He knows how I watch Chick Flicks and eat ice cream when I'm upset, he knows how obsessed I am with Grease and how I want to sing it with my husband; he knows me. I miss romance, and that feeling you get when things are just starting out with a guy you like. Like the excitement, the bubbliness, the nervousness, the butterflies. First kisses, first dates, and all of that. I guess I'm just impatient. I just miss everything that has happened that isn't there anymore. Does that make sense?

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