Summer and Pain.

Summer is finally here! I am so excited! My first few days of summer have been really crazy! So, on Wednesday it was the last day of school and also, I graduated High School that night. I can't believe its over! Then Thursday was Highlands graduation and also Last Blast, where all the Seniors went to Hollywood Connection and partied till like five in the morning, then on Friday I just slept all day basically, then Saturday I went to Lagoon with Bryn and Sarah! It has been crazy! I hope my whole summer is packed with a ton of fun things!

Also, another thing that has happened, I deleted my love off of Facebook.. I need to get away from him and get over him, plus he has been such a jerk to me! He doesn't care about me anymore, so why should I give a crap about him? This summer is not going to be about him, its going to be about me and its going to be the best summer of my life! I cant wait to go off to college and finally get away from him. :)

This is actually one of the hardest things I have done. It is slowly killing me inside, and its only been a day! Im just worried that he is going to talk to me about it and apologize and I am going to give into him and fall for those green eyes all over again.. You know, movies don't show you all the pain that people go through with love and you don't always get the Happily Ever After. Sometimes you are alone and life isn't perfect. No one ever tells you how much it actually hurts, Its like you would rather die than feel this pain.