Random Blabbing.

I have been wanting to write on my blog for a long time and it has actually been bugging me that I haven't been writing.. I just haven't been writing because Ill start writing something and I end up not liking what I put down or not knowing what else to write.

I am sitting in my room right now and it is 10:44 at night, I really should be getting to bed because i have school tomorrow, but I cant sleep and I want to write! Chicago is coming out of my speakers softly, so not to wake my parents downstairs. I can't stop listening to Chicago.. I blame my best friend Jenilyn.. Damn..

This, as you can tell, is going to be a very random post.. I just don't know exactly what I am writing, I am just spewing out ideas from my head about what I have thought recently or about what I saw on television or something, so bare with me folks.

I watched Sex in the City earlier and it was an episode about, why can we be friends with our Ex's. That made me think, I have only actually had one boyfriend, (well, Ex, I have one now and he is a keeper! ;) ) But, with my ex, we both said "We are going to be best friends!", well, that was bull. I don't think I have really talked to him since the break up (I'm not really complaining, but still), most of the guys that I have had 'things' with, I haven't really stayed friends with them, some I have, but not a lot and its kind of sad, I don't really get it. How do you stay friends with someone who you shared a part of yourself with and romantic relations with? How do people do it? I guess I will figure that out later in life and not right now; once I understand, Ill make sure to tell you. :)

I really hope I'm not boring you to death.. I'm a rambler, I just go off on things, thats how I write essays and such. Ha ha! I really do need to get more organized.. Ill do that later.. Hopefully.. :P

Well, I guess I should get to bed so I can be refreshed and happy tomorrow! (Hopefully) Good night all my wonderful, smart, kind, beautiful readers! (If I have any..) NIGHT! :D