Fear Surrounds Me Like a Fence:

"I feel these four walls closin' in 
My face up against the glass 
Im looking out, hmm 
Is this my life I'm wonderin' 
It happened so fast 
How do I turn this thing around 
Is this the bed I chose to make 
Its greener pastures i'm thinkin' about, hmm 
Wide open spaces far away. . .
. . . I see the girl I wanna be 
Riding bareback, carefree along the shore 
If only that someone was me 
Jumpin' head first headlong with out a fall 
To act and damn the consequence 
How I wish it could be that easy 
But fear surrounds me like a fence 
I wanna break free" 
- Wild Horses by Natasha Bedingfield.

Crazy for this guy:

I'm crazy for this guy. This guy is amazing. This guy is sweet, and funny, and handsome, and one of my best friends. This guy told me that he loved me tonight and I refuse to run away this time. I care too much for this guy and I will not let my fears destroy this, I will not. This guy loves me. This guy is in love with me. This guy said "I love you." This guy also knows that I am not ready to say it back, but I also hope this guy knows that I am crazy for him.